Is it weak to admit pain

I had to find my battle, I was there
That sword lay across my thigh

My men followed me for liege and daily sustenance
Carnage fought through adrenalin

I bled just like those I led
I resisted agreeing to false accusations

Pain is vengeance and I rode it out of me
Prejudice; still I am blamed…

I had to dispel what was cast upon me
Adjust my conflict, I hurt

My mind had become weak
And water from my legs wept

My organs wanted to stop and sleep
I have ached ferociously, hardly could I move

I had to find my battle, I was there
I researched a strategy, reclaimed my name

Even though damage shows I am still the same
Because unbiased I believe I return again,

I am still the same, Karma can repeat …

Sentient

So near the Mayan couldn’t see further, I can hear
You have told me so much if I ask, revealed I understand about your mask

Fifteen converse here on earth
Your warriors have skills

Dolphins amass, you have heard my calling
When shall we greet?

Apprehensively, I know its soon
In a spiral so astral

The universe can be crossed, power of mind, Beloved heart

We’ve come of age, the Earth must be saved
Sire, come back to us

In presence I will look you in the eye
You said ….

Crystal - the first planet

What use is time when catastrophe evaporated?
A home of pure intelligence

The normality of wisdom where positivity reigned achievement
After anguish in despair, started again

Through determination with an adamant belief
With perfect pitch of sound came a wave of balance

Note that rhythms harmony
Energy in continual renewable motion

Master of Alchemy
Lord of the Sun
Genius Of Every Prosperity
I am All, where there was none

Kundalani Rising

Serpent in my mind, voices in my head
When will we really meet, will I be consumed?

Indescribable fire perhaps submerged beneath murky depths
Shall we wrestle through a verbal fight?

Serpent round my waist, pressure through my solar plexus
I can't imagine in what esteem I am held?

Secure in the knowledge of exclusive purpose
Mesmerised by candelabra pastel light

Coiled, oh now skins touch serpent at my feet
Aristocratic cobra should I relent whilst you entreat?

We both share physical needs entwines
Our seductive hypnotic devotion to each other

Master of Infinity….

When was the 1st War?

Jeopardy waits, fighting proves useless and fatal
Chaos overtakes when there is the slightest confusion

A silhouette in disturbed water; somebody's hand that now will only ever caress sand

No time to grieve who for us will conceive, a generation lost, don’t they see me?

I left true blue, with my hand on a bridle, till there were no more equines to dine with.

Destruction the hell of our dying, their screams, my crying
Woodcraft in the air, steaks flew everywhere

Leaving the trenches with dusk, my company his mind shattered, carries a tree the same size as me!

THOSE left behind both men and boys are loudly weeping for their mothers
I was not fit or able to offer a helping hand.

I am haunted you see who needs a D-Day. Yet I won’t forget,

ALL WARS I REGRET

Always at War

I live while I dy
I dy while alive

To my shame I recognise too late
I fought another battle, blessed gates

Blood drained from my mortal frame
Will those who remember me in a shrine

This technology does separate flesh from soul
Do we have the right when sacrifice was made for us to exist?

Hell is pure despair, pain in sheer excruciating consciousness
Now I know the value of what I lose, how honest can I be?

I should give my life, not have it taken
I now know that this is all wrong, where is the alternative?

Those behind me knew who sent me, come and join me
The tunnel appears, how should I embrace it

Bravely in tears for there were glad times, I will now leave behind
Who will meet me, where do I go?

Do I inhale, should I gasp?
How do I let go, never received instruction in passing over

My gun remains at ease below; I am swimming in my mind
Someone be kind, must I face this alone

Alive while I dy
I dy while alive